an eye for an eye

"Here is the test to find whether your mission on Earth is finished: if you're alive, it isn't."

       

"People fear death even more than pain. It's strange that they fear death. Life hurts a lot more than death. At the point of death, the pain is over."

END.......

The nothingness tears my heart open,
the fake beauty streaming down my face,
Leaving a scarred, empty pallette behind.
Ripping the insides from my self,
And still feeling nothing,
I realize
This is the end for me
From now until never
It is the end.

Life is to hard for me to take,
I just want to let go of it all.
Tonight will be the night,
That I will take my own life.

I've been through so much,
More then I can take,
I have to leave this world now,
For all I am is a mistake.

Nobody wants me around,
They all push me away,
But yet when I'm sad,
They tell me to stay.

My stupidity.....

                    

                           

This damn banging in my head
waking up is what I dread

Taking refuge under my covers
still my stupidity only hovers

Come and join us they all said
in cleverness I should have fled

They said we'll only have but one
how quickly that turned into a tonne

Mixing drink after drink
for tomorrow I did not think

Another round of rum and coke
no , the answer I never spoke

Competing for that few hours of fun
my prize ..a hangover I had won

Waking up to a mouth of cotton
feeling sick and totally rotten

Stomach churning inside out
my own imbecility without a doubt

Eyes sore and brimmed with red
a day of torture lays ahead

Myself alone is who I blame
never to do it again I will proclaim

But who am I trying to fool
I've always broken this very rule

The next party I'll be there
booty dancing upon a chair

Laughing and dancing with my friends
for my stupidity never ends...

I HAVE YOU IN MY HEART............

 


 

I asked the Lord to bless you
As I prayed for you today
To guide you and protect you
As you go along your way...

 
His love is always with you
His promises are true,
And when we give Him all our cares
You know He will see us through...

So when the road you're traveling on
Seems difficult at best
Just remember I'm here praying
And God will do the rest.

 

Vission of Escaflowne

A classic tale of a girl swept out of her normal life and into something completely different. Hitomi Kanzaki is your average fifteen year old girl, or at least she was. That was until she saw a strange young man fall from the sky in a beam of light, kill a dragon, and then get beamed back up into the sky. Unluckily, Hitomi accidently gets taken along for the ride. Now, she's caught up in an epic quest to save the mysterious world of Gaea from destruction with Van Fanel, king of the destroyed country of Fanelia, Allen Schizar, a Knight of Austuria, and Merle, Van's faithfuly companion, using strange powers that she doesn't fully understand.... And isn't sure if she wants to.

Man and Machines

The time has come to cast aside there bonds and elevate our consciousness to higher plane. It is time..........to become..............a part .........of all things...

                                    

ruining someone's life

ruining someone's life

Written by RedBoxChiliPepper on August 9, 1992 Last Revision on October 23, 1994 ( redistributed with permission from the author ) Revenge and getting even have always been my most favorite things to do even way back in grade school so, of course, I have a very extensive mental list on how to really get back at people and make their life a living hell. We all have people we hate and would like to see 'em suffer for a little while. Maybe your boss for firing you or giving you shitty hours? The big guy in school who's always giving you a hard time? Your girlfriend for dumping you so she can become a lesbian? You get the idea. In my explanations I'll use the sample name "Chris Tomkinson" as the guy we're going to cactus. A totally random name, of course. Now if you decide to try all these methods at once you'll probably drive him totally insane and over the edge of reality. Besides, you don't want to send him a billion magazines at the same time you've forwarded all of his mail to Africa so get your timing right so you can effectively drive him crazy. A lot of my ideas focus on humiliating him with friends and family. When you can get other people to hate him for things you're doing to him, that means you're getting good at what you do. Some of the things described in here require you to know a little more information on your victim than you would usually know. Try reading the PLA from the link above. Remember that this entire file is purely for informational uses. I only expect you to use this information so you'll know what to expect if you piss me off.

reflection..............

CHRISTINA AGUILERA

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

The great revenge..............

This is a story of an average teenage girl, Aya Sakura, who learns on her sixteenth birthday she is a reincarnated girl of a celestial maiden named Rei whom her ancestor Usaga married. Yuei is taking revenge to all the Usaga clan specially her twin brother Shan, who is the descendant of Usaga. She met several friends who helped her discover the mystery of the robe (mana). Her love-life is also involved. She met Gendou who doesn't know his past. The story's a wonderful anime written by Rejoice"nuriko" Campo... The journey begins...